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#5268
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Toxic... No need. I'm always glad to see you, if you know what I mean. In good health and without thinking about that – especially.
 

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#5269
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Like, I'm really fed up. I've stopped understanding myself. Even the fact that I'm here is a contradiction, because I'm supposedly a "lifer," I supposedly have everything okay in real life, I objectively have no reason to be here, but I still come back because I feel some kind of warm feelings towards this place. Which is also a contradiction, because I don't really communicate with anyone personally. I'm a walking contradiction throughout my life.

Well, whatever, I think I've dealt with the main wave of depressive thoughts, everything is fine. Please, believe in yourselves, this is me – a depressed, fat loser with fucked-up health, but most of the people here are either more talented or more attractive than I am. Use that, appreciate what you have.
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#5270
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Aran-Dor
I hate talented and beautiful people. Fortunately, there are none like that on HeroesWorld.
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#5271
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The last two years of my life have been some kind of distant trash. I'm so exhausted that I don't even have the energy to complain or worry; I just exist and continue to draw something out of habit.
А, вот почему.

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#5272
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ToX
Today, for the first time in six months, I had suicidal thoughts again.

Honestly, it's not much of a pleasure.

I absolutely don't know why I'm writing this here; I think more than half of the forum users hate me, so you can rejoice in my misfortunes.
Come on, ToX, I hate all the lifers. But seriously, I have a normal attitude towards you, don't worry.
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but most of the people here are either more talented or more attractive than I am. Use this, appreciate what you have.
Well, 10-15 years ago, this worked. But now, you need ten times more effort to really stand out from that fat guy.
Небо – мольбы не ждёт
Небо – угроз не слышит
Небо – ведёт особый счёт
Небо – тебя найдёт

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#5273
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I'm ashamed that I can't seem to cheer you up, but I'll try again.
Just be happy. Health, beauty, intelligence, money, and everything else worldly are just meaningless things; they don't help or hinder your primary goal, as they are perpendicular to it. At the very least, Tox and Kosha, as far as I can tell, are quite attractive young people (and by societal standards, even very attractive), regardless of what you say about yourselves. This is something that can be visually assessed from the outside.
But what's more important is not that. What's more important – I hope it makes you happy.
 

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#5274
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He's lying. We're all going to die alone, as useless freaks that no one needs.
Небо – мольбы не ждёт
Небо – угроз не слышит
Небо – ведёт особый счёт
Небо – тебя найдёт

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Ment
At the very least, both Tox and Kosha seem quite attractive, as far as I can tell.
At first, I didn't notice that there was a continuation of the text after the parenthesis, and I wondered – since when has Ment become so toxic...

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He's lying. We will all die alone, as unwanted freaks.
Not everyone, though.
Графомания путешественника
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#5276
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Neiko

Not all of them.
Just wait, there's still more to come...
Небо – мольбы не ждёт
Небо – угроз не слышит
Небо – ведёт особый счёт
Небо – тебя найдёт

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#5277
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Dude, I appreciate that you're trying to cheer me up, but "Just don't be sad" is the worst thing you can say in a situation like this. No one has ever felt better after hearing those words, and there are tons of examples of the opposite. Please, never say that again; it's better to say nothing at all than to say that.
А, вот почему.

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#5278
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Neiko
At first, I didn't notice that there was a continuation of the text after the parenthesis, and I wondered – since when has Ment become so toxic...
Lol, Ment trolled everyone so subtly. A true master.
Небо – мольбы не ждёт
Небо – угроз не слышит
Небо – ведёт особый счёт
Небо – тебя найдёт

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#5279
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Cop, I appreciate that you want to cheer me up, but "Just don't be sad" is the worst thing you can say in a situation like this. No one has ever felt better after hearing those words, and there are plenty of examples to the contrary.
That's fair, but my message wasn't about that... Happiness isn't just about hormone levels either, which could explain the inexplicable joy – after all, dopamine and serotonin are also correlated with health, and health is... well, it's complicated.
 

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But what is happiness then? And is it possible to be happy when you feel physically so bad that you just want to cease to exist, even if only for a couple of hours?
А, вот почему.

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#5281
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Ment
and health is crap
How skillfully he trolls...
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#5282
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He's really good at trolling.
Of course, you don't write about all your problems, so I won't compare myself to anyone, but my health (or rather, its low level) allows me to give such a characteristic to the phenomenon in general – that's a fact. This is clearly not advice from billionaire Elon Musk that money isn't the most important thing.
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But what is happiness then? And is it possible to be happy when you feel so physically bad that you just want to not exist, even for a couple of hours?
That's a difficult question... I'll just say that it's impossible to give a recipe or advice – most of them don't work, and the only one that works doesn't depend on me; it's in God's hands.
I'll just say that every happiness has an objective reason, and I believe that you will find it for yourself. This is not advice, but a wish, it always has been...
And simply having an "optimistic outlook on life" seems to stop working in almost 100% of cases around the age of 25; there's nothing you can do about it.
 

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