MyDepressionList

He's really good at trolling.

Of course, you don't write about all your problems, so I won't compare myself to anyone, but my health (or rather, its low level) allows me to give such a characteristic to the phenomenon in general – that's a fact. This is clearly not advice from billionaire Elon Musk that money isn't the most important thing.

But what is happiness then? And is it possible to be happy when you feel so physically bad that you just want to not exist, even for a couple of hours?

That's a difficult question... I'll just say that it's impossible to give a recipe or advice – most of them don't work, and the only one that works doesn't depend on me; it's in God's hands.
I'll just say that every happiness has an objective reason, and I believe that you will find it for yourself. This is not advice, but a wish, it always has been...
And simply having an "optimistic outlook on life" seems to stop working in almost 100% of cases around the age of 25; there's nothing you can do about it.