Just be happy. Health, beauty, intelligence, money, and everything else worldly are just meaningless things; they don't help or hinder your primary goal, as they are perpendicular to it. At the very least, Tox and Kosha, as far as I can tell, are quite attractive young people (and by societal standards, even very attractive), regardless of what you say about yourselves. This is something that can be visually assessed from the outside.
But what's more important is not that. What's more important – I hope it makes you happy.