Posts from MyDepressionList
Well, whatever, I think I've dealt with the main wave of depressive thoughts, everything is fine. Please, believe in yourselves, this is me – a depressed, fat loser with fucked-up health, but most of the people here are either more talented or more attractive than I am. Use that, appreciate what you have.
I hate talented and beautiful people. Fortunately, there are none like that on HeroesWorld.
🏹🎪+⛓️♿=💕
Today, for the first time in six months, I had suicidal thoughts again.
Honestly, it's not much of a pleasure.
I absolutely don't know why I'm writing this here; I think more than half of the forum users hate me, so you can rejoice in my misfortunes.
but most of the people here are either more talented or more attractive than I am. Use this, appreciate what you have.
Небо – угроз не слышит
Небо – ведёт особый счёт
Небо – тебя найдёт
Just be happy. Health, beauty, intelligence, money, and everything else worldly are just meaningless things; they don't help or hinder your primary goal, as they are perpendicular to it. At the very least, Tox and Kosha, as far as I can tell, are quite attractive young people (and by societal standards, even very attractive), regardless of what you say about yourselves. This is something that can be visually assessed from the outside.
But what's more important is not that. What's more important – I hope it makes you happy.
Небо – угроз не слышит
Небо – ведёт особый счёт
Небо – тебя найдёт
At the very least, both Tox and Kosha seem quite attractive, as far as I can tell.
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He's lying. We will all die alone, as unwanted freaks.
Not all of them.
Небо – угроз не слышит
Небо – ведёт особый счёт
Небо – тебя найдёт
🏹🎪+⛓️♿=💕
At first, I didn't notice that there was a continuation of the text after the parenthesis, and I wondered – since when has Ment become so toxic...
Небо – угроз не слышит
Небо – ведёт особый счёт
Небо – тебя найдёт
Cop, I appreciate that you want to cheer me up, but "Just don't be sad" is the worst thing you can say in a situation like this. No one has ever felt better after hearing those words, and there are plenty of examples to the contrary.
🏹🎪+⛓️♿=💕
But what is happiness then? And is it possible to be happy when you feel so physically bad that you just want to not exist, even for a couple of hours?
I'll just say that every happiness has an objective reason, and I believe that you will find it for yourself. This is not advice, but a wish, it always has been...
And simply having an "optimistic outlook on life" seems to stop working in almost 100% of cases around the age of 25; there's nothing you can do about it.

