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Hello, dear forum members... I have a question. It is important for me to know if you believe in God?
I was just writing a story and this question really interested me. Please answer... :o
***An 18-year-old teenager sitting in his room in front of a computer, contemplating life and death. Do you think this is normal? It seems to me that every person experiences this at a certain age, for some at 18, and for others just before death. Death... the frightening meaning of this word is associated differently for everyone. Maybe it is the beginning of a new life, or maybe it is a choice of existence - Heaven and Hell. Will you answer my question, why does every person think about where God will place them throughout their life? In Heaven or Hell? Or maybe it is not God who decides where our soul goes after death, maybe he just "sits on the jury and gives us points for the path we have traveled." And let's say that less than 5 points is Hell, and more is Heaven. Perhaps, in addition to God, the "Devil" also sits on the "jury," sipping juice through a straw and also raising signs with numbers. Will you say that I am a fool and need to be treated? Maybe so, but as some unknown doctor said to me: "There are no healthy people, there are only those who have not been examined." Heaven and Hell. Why did humanity invent only 2 options for the path? Doesn't this seem silly to you, because one of the advantages of the real world is diversity. Why eat plain "french fries" all day long if you can generously pour mayonnaise and ketchup on them? And I don't know... Even vegetarians, who do not eat animal products, diversify potatoes with various vegetables and sauces. In my understanding, there is a third path after death. A lethargic sleep or clinical death. A state of a person when his body has not yet decayed in the coffin, but is not sunbathing on the beach in the arms of a loved one. Many say that lethargic sleep is a road to the "Other World" and free delivery back to the world of the living. Although, unfortunately, not many can boast of this free delivery. So, let the third path begin to exist, from now on, a person who falls into a lethargic sleep or is sent to Divine Judgment. It is here that the Lord will decide where to place this soul: in Heaven, Hell, or back to Earth. Hell is Satan's purgatory. Most people think that Hell is a large fiery river or city, in the middle of which the Devil sits, and little devils heat up another frying pan to fry you for eternity like a potato. This is complete nonsense, although I cannot express myself so harshly about the opinions of others. What is the scariest thing on Earth? A flood or a nuclear war? NO. I think the scariest thing is loneliness. This is our Hell. Perhaps a loved one, whether a boyfriend or girlfriend, lying on the beach in the warm sun, has dreamed more than once of staying on Earth together with their chosen one. Yes, I am the same. Going to the most expensive restaurants and nightclubs, running around naked, and of course, having sex in the most interesting places. But what if you are left alone in this world? Of course, for the first month, you will be happy, but what then... Loneliness is our Hell. Personally, after a certain time, I will go crazy and kill myself in some sophisticated way. For example, I will jump from the tallest skyscraper in the world. And while I am falling, I will think about the meaning of Life and pray to God. To pray is to read prayers, all people believe that if they read these sentences, they will definitely go to Heaven. Perhaps the Lord is more interested in listening to your feelings and your problems than prayers. Of course, it is worth telling them, but after your own thoughts and before the word "Amen." Am I a believer? I don't know. I pray when I am scared, when someone close to me is in the hospital or seriously ill, I am scared - I pray. When a loved one is taking a difficult exam, I worry and therefore I pray. But, unfortunately, or perhaps fortunately, I do not read prayers. But God definitely exists. Darwin's theory + Adam and Eve. Half of humanity came from monkeys, the other half from a loving couple. Maybe it's true. In many films and books, Hell is a destroyed city after the siege of Angels. Everywhere there are bodies of people and demons. No, that's not right either. An empty world for every person. Empty shops, with broken windows, deserted streets and various government institutions. A world in which you will not feel anything: neither a breath of wind, nor a warm ray of sunshine. You will only feel pain. When walking, when raising your arms, when the next thought visits your dead brain. This is the Hell I am afraid of. But what is Heaven then? Heaven is the sky, angels, and forgiveness of all sins. After entering the gates of Paradise, you are automatically given wings and a halo. And then have fun wherever and however you want... Lush green vegetation, clear water in which beautiful snow-white swans swim. No, not again. Heaven is individual for everyone. What a person dreams about, that is what he will receive in Heaven. Do you want a house in the mountains and millions of dollars? Live, do not sin, help people, and it will be. Think about how you would see your world? A city living without problems with criminals and pollution? Or a tropical island beach where muscular men and tanned girls in bikinis walk? What will our fantasy lead us to... Do you want to see my Heaven? If you don't want to, don't read on and forget everything you have read and go about your business...
My Heaven is a world with empty shops, with broken windows, deserted streets. A world in which you will not feel anything: neither a breath of wind, nor the joy of the next victory. You will only feel pain. When walking, when raising your arms, when the next thought visits your dead brain. But you will be with her. With your soulmate, who is so dear to you that dying for her is your life. Because God is love. True love conquers fear, pain, and most importantly, death. This is the most wonderful feeling that the Lord could have invented, and that is why we should believe in him and pray. You know, I have been writing this nonsense for 3 hours. I will be very grateful if you, after reading these thoughts, smile and say that I am right or think about the meaning of your life. What is Heaven for you, and what is Hell?
Will we be saved? I don't know... believe...
P. s. I hope these thoughts will not affect where I should go after death. Please rate my performance. 7.8? Very good... My road to Heaven. Thank you all... ***
FROM THE UNWRITTEN!