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Giyyon didn't sleep well that night.
The abduction of Princess Naera was a major trigger for him, reminding him of the past. The hellish night in the bandits' fort replayed in his mind, along with everything they did to him. Later, in Lower Lunaria, things were even worse, more painful, and more humiliating, but that night was the breaking point. That was when he was shown too clearly what his future held. He still didn't understand how he managed to recover from it, how he started to enjoy intimacy again, and how he accepted his overly attractive appearance. There was a time when he hated his face and body, thinking that if he weren't so handsome, the bandits would have found him repulsive and simply killed him instead of... doing what they did. Perhaps Beata is right; he really is very strong. Despite still waking up in the middle of the night in a cold sweat, remembering the grasping hands that wouldn't let him move, the nasty comments about his appearance and certain... private parts not meant for public viewing, the pain – the aching muscles from the unnatural, uncomfortable position he was held in, and the bruises and hematomas blooming all over his body from trying to resist, and, most terrifyingly, that relentless, unstoppable, inevitable, and unwanted intrusion into his personal space. Something he didn't believe in until the very end and hoped he could somehow avoid, but when it did happen, despite his desperate resistance, something inside him died. He wouldn't wish what he went through on anyone, ever. It was too horrible, too wrong.
And Naera... Well, he's just a regular person, accustomed to all sorts of crap even before those events. But she was a princess, an influential and respected person, and her status alone made even the thought of such treatment sacrilegious. Yes, people of royal blood often married for political reasons rather than love, but there's a difference between negotiating and controlling the situation, and being simply grabbed and having something taken that doesn't belong to them, and can't and shouldn't belong to them. And the fact that the abductor was alone, not a crowd like in his case, doesn't diminish the horror and wrongness. Such things, such treatment of people, simply has no right to exist in any form, and the bastards who break any resistance and forcibly force their victims into such close contact don't deserve understanding or forgiveness. He didn't have time to properly assess the princess's condition in the chaos. It's unlikely the scoundrel had time to do what he intended, but if he did... Giyyon hoped Naera would be strong enough to survive it.
"Erephir, are you going to see the princess? Tell her from Beata and me that we sincerely sympathize and apologize for being too late. We hope she's okay, or will be soon... The situation is terrible; no one would wish to be in it."
Beata, standing nearby, nodded, agreeing with what he said. She understood perfectly why Giyyon was so worried and had witnessed his bad dreams.
"The bastard needs to be interrogated," she said grimly.