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She's just hanging out with friends, not interested in you. And anyway, love is for queers and losers.

Looks like that's the case.

That's why I decided to give up and stop writing to her.

I could have written that you would come and be just another friend, the n-th one in line.

Did they give you a haircut like a little kid?

when you are a little kid.

Thursday is the worst day. You're already tired, and you haven't even had a chance to rest. Wednesday is also bad, but you're not quite as exhausted yet. Tuesday is also awful – you're already sleep-deprived, and you still have the whole week ahead of you. Monday isn't great – you have energy, but you lack motivation. On Friday, you barely make it to the last few minutes, and the drive home is the only enjoyable part; you collapse at home, feeling like you've finally found freedom, but after a shower and a few minutes on the couch, you feel like half a corpse. You sleep through half of Saturday, wake up feeling weak and with aches all over your body, as if you've worked two shifts in a mine; by the time you're finally awake, it's already dusk, and you feel miserable. You spend Sunday preparing your clothes and food for the week ahead, and you go to bed feeling unmotivated, only managing to sleep for about four hours. Monday – here we go again.

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Could have written that you'd come and be just another friend, the n-th one in line.

Bro, it's not worth it.

Even the most amazing sex isn't worth the emotional fallout that will follow.

Maybe there will be another sad guy there, and you can both feel sorry for yourselves, drink, and smoke while everyone else is having fun with her. It's better to be sad together.

Alex, what do you do for a living, if you don't mind sharing?

I work as a loader and a security guard. There's not much work, so I'm trying to get into rewriting, but it's not really working out.

Maybe there will be another sad guy there, and you can both feel sorry together, drink, and smoke while everyone else is having fun with her. It's better to feel sad together.

I already have enough sad guys around me. I don't want to go to Russia just to have sex for a week and then spend half a year thinking about suicide.

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Loader, security guard. Not much work, trying to get into rewriting, but it's not working out.

I understand.

I don't know, there's nothing to really complain about at work, I even think that if I drink in the morning and then work, nothing will happen, but somehow I'm still nervous....

and we were drinking at work.

On Monday, you rest after the weekend and think that it might be worth postponing the start of any tasks until Tuesday, mentally preparing for them while also getting yourself organized. On Tuesday, you realize that you need to start doing something, but there's still a slight feeling that the whole week is ahead, and you want to relax a bit, enjoy this moment before starting work, take a deep breath before diving in. Therefore, you only lightly delve into the upcoming tasks, perhaps simply listing them and creating a plan. On Wednesday, you realize that it's time to get to work and really put in some effort because you're starting to feel a little guilty for not doing much for the past two days. But there's still time, and if you're suddenly invited somewhere or something else comes up that requires your attention, then you're certainly not to blame, and you can probably postpone starting work for another day. On Thursday, you start to scold yourself for not fulfilling your plans again, wasting time on trivial things. You try to start doing something, but annoyingly, something keeps bothering or distracting you. You start to get nervous, but you can't ignore the distractions, so you first try to resolve them because it's difficult to implement your plans when you don't have inner peace and tranquility. After resolving them, you need to gather your thoughts and prepare for work again, but then you realize that it's already evening, and starting at this time of day isn't a very good idea, especially since you're hungry and possibly a little tired. On Friday, you feel sad and worried because so many days have passed in vain, and you haven't done anything again. You try to forgive yourself and say that you'll definitely get to work next week, so it's best to spend Friday evening in a good mood, looking forward to the weekend. On the weekend, you rest, have fun, do all sorts of pleasant things, or not-so-pleasant things, and closer to Sunday evening, you realize that you're more tired than you were after the first five days, and therefore, you'll need a little rest on Monday.

accidentally increased Alex’s base damage, oh well.

I already have enough cool, but sad guys. I don't want to go to Russia just to spend a week having sex and then think about suicide for six months.

There's no point in meeting girls from who knows where.

There's no point in getting acquainted with women from who knows where.

Bro, it just happened. A mistake of youth.

And my grandfather passed away last night. It would have been better if my ex had passed away instead.

How are you doing?

On Monday, it sucks, on Tuesday, it sucks, on Wednesday, it sucks, on Thursday, it sucks, on Friday, it sucks, on Saturday, it sucks, and on Sunday, it sucks too.


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I don't want to live like this.

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Basically, some consider those with relationships, flowers, and a good life to be "living the life," others consider those who don't have to go to a factory to be "living the life," but I'm going to consider those who can function biologically normally to be "living the life." If you can eat without problems, you're already living the life.