Maybe there will be another sad guy there, and you can both feel sorry together, drink, and smoke while everyone else is having fun with her. It's better to feel sad together.
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Loader, security guard. Not much work, trying to get into rewriting, but it's not working out.
I don't know, there's nothing to really complain about at work, I even think that if I drink in the morning and then work, nothing will happen, but somehow I'm still nervous....