Posts from The Empire of Reimia (3)
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-I suppose they expect us to come up with logical arguments as to why the latest reforms of Rinze Reim will have a positive impact on the country. Frankly, the effectiveness of anyone's policies can only be adequately analyzed after a decade or two, but that's not what's required here. Don't try to overanalyze the Empress's decisions or try to add, suggest, or advise anything on her behalf. Miss Grace simply wants to see a positive attitude in you, faith in the Empress, patriotism, and a willingness to support the latest changes in the country, and all you need to do is demonstrate this in the form of an essay.
Smoothing out the crumpled pages – a reminder of his first attempt, when, particularly enraged by some "truth" from the first chapter, he threw the ill-fated book against the wall – Marey began to skim through page after page. He skipped the first part.
Chapter 2.
"Courage... Honor... Poisoning of the soul... Poisoning of the soul and brain decay will happen to me if I take all this nonsense seriously. Not a bad attempt to make me charge at machine guns with a katana, but no. Next..."
Chapter 3
"Justice... And am I not just? Am I not impartial in my judgments? Utter nonsense, all boiling down to the same thing – listen to Mother Rinze and don't be difficult."
Chapter 4
"The feelings of those around you... Ha, I understand too well what those around me are like. Go to hell, Rinze, all you want to do is standardize and paint interpersonal relationships gray. A world of faceless dummies who even speak according to a standard you invented, an identical mass of zombified people – that's your dream. Ugh, disgusting!"
Chapter 5
"Sincerity... Ha, what irony, how cleverly you slipped in this amendment. If I were sincere, I would be rewarded with a stake. Although, thinking about it... At least we can be free in our thoughts – some are not even given that. Eh... It's actually comforting. And in the realm of slavish identity, I am free to be myself, free in my thoughts."
Chapter 6
"Cosmetics? Ugh, you can't turn me into an old woman. When Larian has dolls, we make uniform dolls directly from people. Thousands of identical, plastered, trained soldiers... Brr."
Chapter 7
"And... is it even good? Well, the thought is correct. You can actually achieve a lot with patience and effort. And it even gives practical advice? Apparently, even here you can find some benefit, I didn't expect... I'll keep that in mind."
When the results of the history test were announced, Marey had to clamp his hand over his mouth to avoid bursting out laughing – the demagogic nonsense he had concocted in half an hour was given almost the highest score! Perhaps Marey had never lied so brazenly in his life as he did in his essay, but Evrial ate it up and even praised it.
"That's it, that's your sincerity and courage. You didn't write a single honest, original thought, and it turned out better than anything..."
Nevertheless, no matter how much Marey cheered himself up, no matter how much he smiled, inventing another patriotic lie, the test left a very unpleasant aftertaste. The need to lie was humiliating, each lie was an extra reminder of his true thoughts, and despite all his attempts to justify himself, Marey felt that by lying, he was betraying himself, and the irritation against the Empress and the new order gradually turned into a burning hatred for those who had put these invisible shackles on him.
e si ieu muoir, er mi grans deliuriers
-- Teacher Grace, I think I understand! When writing the essay, I paid attention to many interesting facts, formulated some ideas, and generally tried to be original and sincere, however... The most important thought, about how important it is now to be loyal to Her Majesty Rynze Reim, how much love one must have for Her Majesty and the citizens of our empire, I tried to convey, but it turned out to be simply less noticeable against the background of everything else, less important, but very numerous! If the mistake is in this, then I will try to correct it next time.
— Listen, Kanade, no offense, but I'm simply not interested, — Nei's voice returned to its former tone; the previous softness was as if blown away by the wind. — Neither training at your academy nor a career as an idol. I realized that this is not for me. I prefer to defend the interests of Her Majesty on the battlefield and protect the people of the empire. So, there is no need to accelerate my training. I'm leaving.