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Although the port of Aldra was receding further and further with each passing minute, the young Tanaisian still couldn't shake a nagging feeling. A feeling that this city had left its mark on her. At the very least, she wanted to attribute her recent thoughts and actions to the corrupting influence of "Enclasia's main festering sore." Otherwise, she was no better than the cultists from the "Symphony of Pain." At least they were honest. They wouldn't lie to themselves, claiming that their actions were motivated by a desire to protect the group, rather than a thirst for revenge. And it was all the more unpleasant for Alaria to realize that at the moment she was telling the priests about the death of their enemy, she was even tempted to send everything to hell and become one of them. To abandon all remnants of her principles and plunge headfirst into sin. After all, as she thought at that moment, the world is a cruel place. The reward for kindness and idealism will only be a volley of crossbow bolts, fired at the behest of those in power. Ironically, it was the words of Aydos Renge, which had stuck in her memory, that stopped her: "A person without will is just a worm." If she abandoned her ideals, it would only mean one thing: she had given up and succumbed, her will was too weak, and she more than deserved her current situation. But, despite this, it was difficult for the inquisitor to continue believing in human goodness. After all, she herself was a good example of how cruel people can be. And, as unpleasant as it was, Alaria had only to accept this fact. Accept it, and do everything to become a better person. If not for herself, then at least to honor the memory of those people who lost their lives during this expedition. The first step on this path was a book by Sonata Reim, borrowed for the duration of the voyage from Fiver Belring. In fact, the young man himself could also serve as a good example for the Tanaisian: despite the mercenaries' inability to protect his father, he didn't hold a grudge against them. Or, at least, he didn't show it.
Upon returning to the Empire, the girl began to notice that it was even easier for her to restrain her negative impulses. Perhaps time played a role. Perhaps a more favorable environment. But the Tanaisian did not rule out the possibility that without the constraints of Enclasian faith, she felt much freer. Nothing prevented her from going to a bar to have fun in good company. And although thoughts of the deeds of the Holy Throne, as well as the missed opportunity to learn the truth, still worried Alaria, she learned to move on. And, having heard about the founding of "Morpheus," the girl, without hesitation, went to Reim. Working in this organization sounded like an ideal option. Although the Tanaisian was not sure that she would be hired after the failure of the southern expedition.
I was torn for a long time about whether to become corrupted or not, but I decided that it was better to be one of the few non-villains in the group. Besides, I can always become corrupted later...
Since Alaria became a better person, she is, of course, learning "Crippling Strike." And she also sells tea at the food market, and candles, an axe, desert boots (or whatever is more profitable) and holy water on the black market. Converting to Rumian, of course.