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Rotterdam immediately turned around and went back outside. His ailing heart was pounding wildly, spots danced before his eyes, and his lungs greedily gulped down the stale air.
"They found me. After all these years, they're still looking for me. How did they track me down to the Well? What should I do? Get out of the city? But I have no transportation, no money, no supplies. Should I go to the authorities? They'll just laugh at a vagrant like me and kick me out, and they might even maim me. What should I do?"
He shifted from one foot to the other, and an indistinct feeling began to stir within him.
"Maybe they're not after me? But what else could they be doing here? Where else would they look for me if not in this rundown tavern? If they've been following me from Blackleaf, they know what to expect from me. But in that case, they could have caught up with me much sooner... Even if they're not after me, they'll still kill me at the first opportunity."
Rotterdam lightly ruffled the few remaining strands of hair on his head, glanced at his reflection in a puddle, and was horrified. He wanted to scoop up some mud and smear it on his face, but it turned out there was no need.
"They shouldn't recognize me. So many years have passed, and I was a handsome young man, full of strength. I barely recognize myself anymore."
"Don't give me away!" he said to the raven.
He went back into "The Flying Boot," walked with his head down to the counter, put down a copper coin, and croaked:
"Three sixes. A bottle," – that was about all he could afford in these hard times.
Then he sat down at a free table not far from a group of elves and began to listen to their conversation, furtively glancing at and assessing Shivaniel and her companions, hiding his face and slowly sipping the vile concoction, which, nevertheless, somewhat calmed his nerves.