There's also someone else's negative, balancing out your positive and mine.
Did I understand correctly, there won't be any giveaways?
I rose from the dead and came back! So, I'm walking towards the train tracks, looking to see if my best friend is there (at the station), and I ask him: "What are you doing here?". I: "I'm waiting for a train to jump in front of it!"
He: "WHAT? Are you an idiot? Why? You have friends and parents who love you. So what if they're not paying attention to you right now? Things will change in about 5 years, and your life will get better. My dad went through the same thing, but now he's very cheerful."