Light or Darkness?

Hmm... the world isn't black and white after all; it's gray. I've always been in the middle, and I have both light and darkness, good and evil, developed quite strongly, but they are in balance. I love everything, both light and darkness; both elements give me pleasure. The role of good and evil in a person. The bad side: hostility, lust, aggression, etc. The good side: love, compassion, tenderness, etc. How does a person become a leader? It seems that it is thanks to the dark side of their personality. When under proper control, it is precisely this that makes them strong, and if this dark side is removed, the strength of spirit begins to leave you, and the qualities of a commander begin to weaken along with the strength of will. (Remember Leopold the Cat and the OZVERIN pills.) Everyone has a dark side; it is necessary for us; it is part of us. The ability to command is contained in the bad half. Reason triumphs over both, forcing them to coexist. Neither half can survive on its own. I would like to add that these are not two sides of the same coin, but a single whole; one breathes life into the other, and vice versa. I love this sinful world, Even though it ruins my whole life, I love this darkness in the gloom, Even though it destroys the world...