Ment
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"To be honest, I'm a little surprised that I'm in this situation now. After all, I've changed. Apparently, the encounter with Valis and Despair changed something in me, helped me overcome my own flaws. It's even a little strange and awkward to feel that in the current situation, I feel braver and more confident than I did in quiet Margel a month ago. I guess that's how people find peace of mind, despite the chaos of the world around them."