It made me incredibly upset when I was targeted during games and post-game arguments. Especially when some players would provoke me into making bets and other nonsense, knowing full well about my excessive emotionality, and then they would be the ones to insult me the most. So, according to you, you enjoyed making me cry. And now, when I write that it was unpleasant for me, you get offended. And what is the inconsistency here?
If this game is too emotionally charged for you, I don't argue with that, and I understand you perfectly (although I try to play and discuss things in a correct manner, but in the past, there were indeed times when I behaved badly, and there are a couple of players here who were justifiably offended by me in the past). And if I have ever been the cause of your offense, I apologize. I just find it not very appropriate to say things like "See, I told you so!" when no one is offending you, and players are simply communicating.