Dialogues with Moderators

Dyrman, instead of apologizing, you simply delete my messages. If you have any questions for me, please send them in a private message. Not only was my sister insulted several times, but you constantly harass me, delete messages, and periodically block me.
Why are you doing this? Why don't you just talk to me? What are you afraid of?
I don't like writing such messages, and forum members don't like reading them. Overall, this doesn't develop the forum and has a negative impact on the overall atmosphere of the portal.
A moderator should be objective, not biased.
And concepts like conscience and integrity haven't been canceled.
Sometimes you need to be able to admit your mistakes.