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Buddha was considered mad — of course, it is so obvious: he was supposed to become a king, but he abandoned everything and fled into the jungle to meditate. He left the borders of his father's kingdom, knowing that his father would start searching for him and sooner or later he would be caught; therefore, he fled as quickly as possible to a neighboring kingdom. But he was mistaken in thinking that he would not be caught there. The king of the neighboring kingdom was a friend of his father. Buddha's father informed that king:
— My son, my only son has fled, and perhaps he is hiding somewhere in your kingdom, because I searched in my own kingdom — he is nowhere to be found. Therefore, please look... The friend began to search for him and found him. And this king came to Buddha and said:
— Everything is fine: if you are unhappy with your father, then forget about him. My kingdom is larger than your father's, and I have no son, only a daughter. Therefore, marry my daughter and this kingdom — is yours! Forget everything! And, of course, your father's kingdom will eventually be yours too, so you will own both kingdoms. Your father is old; he is 70 years old. He is ill; he could die at any moment. What a wonderful offer! But Buddha laughed. He said: — Then I will have to flee from your kingdom as well! I thought
that I was safe here. It is not about some quarrel. I did not quarrel with my father; we are not enemies. I simply realized that the life I am living is meaningless. I am seeking a way to live a deeper life. I want to live, but to live authentically, sincerely. I do not want to live as a hypocrite. And until I find the truth, I will not return. Yes, when I find the truth, I will return home. I will come, and if my father is still alive, I will share my joy with him. I respect and love him, but he lives in suffering, and I do not want to repeat the same story. I know that my wife will suffer, my child will suffer, but they suffer anyway. They suffered with me; they will suffer without me. There is a possibility that I can find the truth. Then I will be able to go and share it with my wife, with
my son. And after 12 years he returned. Of course, his wife was angry, very angry; she was in a rage. She began to scream. Anger accumulated over 12 years... She cannot be condemned — and Buddha did not condemn her. He stood in silence, allowing her to pour out everything that had built up inside her. She cried, screamed, and sobbed... Finally, Buddha said:
— Please, look at me. I am not the man who left. I am a new being! Just wipe your tears and look at me. I have come to share this. Forgive me. When you realize what I have brought you, you will not blame me; you will be happy that I did it. The wife looked at him, and of course, he was a completely different person — so radiant, so beautiful, so blissful. His fragrance could not go unnoticed. Something divine surrounded him, some mysterious aura. She bowed to him. And she brought their son, who was 12 years old at that moment, and said to him:
— Ask your father to give you your inheritance. And Buddha immediately first initiated the son, a boy
of 12 years named Rahula — he initiated him into sannyasa. He gave him his alms bowl and said:
— Now you are a sannyasin, and I will teach you meditation. Then he initiated his wife, then his father —
when their anger was exhausted, cast out, they all felt that they wanted this. And Buddha did not react to this anger at all. He simply stood there like a midwife, helping them through the labor pains. And then he shared with them his joy.
With Buddha himself, sannyasa happened as a result of understanding the complete foolishness of the life we live. A passionate desire arose in him, a strong longing: "This is not what life should be; something is missing." The fact that something is missing can only be felt by the heart, as the heart is a more sensitive part than the mind. The mind is always somewhat dull; even the best mind is dull. First the heart
feels something, but there is no reason for it.
Osho