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Any extremes are dangerous...
My school experience also made me much more restrained later on.

He was messy, weak, and loved to show off his extensive knowledge to those around him. Not in an arrogant way – he didn't look down on people, but if he knew something or thought he knew something, he always wanted to demonstrate it. Only much later did I realize that this could also be annoying.

The same applies to the shield. Only, no one hit me, and I practically didn't try to prove anything to anyone, although there were cases, but mostly I just wasn't liked by anyone. Although I had friends among the same kind of people, only even more silent than me. It's good to be a girl.
But in general, it's hard to say whether it was my fault or not; our class was just awful. There were no examples of strong, genuine friendship; most people switched between groups several times a year. If they decided to bully someone, instead of beating them, they came up with stupid and unpleasant rumors (I was once considered a lesbian who put cotton wool in her bra. The issue with my breasts was resolved when I wore a relatively revealing neckline a couple of times. And after school, there were a couple of funny incidents related to my orientation, which could have led to anything being fabricated. But some others were bullied terribly; they came up with something truly shameful and harassed them so much that people had to change schools). By the way, the boys in our class weren't bullied either.
Life changed in university, and I realized that it wasn't really about me.

I was always showing off, but I had good relationships with everyone. What was I doing wrong?

Were you stronger?

Well, not really, I was quite a weakling in school... Except that I was tall and not skinny.

Looking at your photo, I think you actually looked quite impressive.

It might seem one way, but in reality, your abilities are something else entirely.

Perhaps a visual effect without demonstrations would have been enough to make it more convincing?

I was always showing off, but I had good relationships with everyone. What was I doing wrong?

Alpha.

Life changed in university; I realized that the problem wasn't actually with me.

And both then and later, many people tried to convince me that the problem was with me. I even seriously considered this version, but ultimately came to the conclusion that it was wrong.

By the way, the boys weren't bullied either.

Well, things were pretty normal with that at our school; there were mass brawls, fights, and people were robbed right in front of the school – it was fun, basically.

and robbed people right in front of the school

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Did they take your phones and lunch money?

Some guys had their watches stolen. And their lunch money, too. Mobile phones appeared much later, and by that time, the situation had slightly improved in this regard, although who knows, maybe they were still being stolen.

my friend had his phone stolen, and then there was an investigation, and he had to change schools. There was a positive side to this, as he had moved by that time and lived far away, so he didn't have to come here anymore. But the downside was that it was already 10th grade, and he clearly wanted to finish school with the people he had studied with and become friends with, and then celebrate it at the graduation ceremony.

We had a couple of instances where phones were stolen, but it wasn't at school or nearby; it happened somewhere else, and it was done by some random guys.