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Raphael Crostandi 
Another military campaign against the non-humans ended in the rout of the Kalevritian army. Bloodied, exhausted, tormented, and broken in spirit, the warriors who managed to survive this carnage and return home stopped for the night near a small settlement. Raphael was among them. A noble Knight, son of a distinguished man, he sat by his warhorse, filthy and smelling of stench, with his head bowed. The warrior replayed everything that had happened to him and his comrades in his mind. How they fell into an ambush, how desperately they tried to fight back, how shamefully they retreated to save their wretched lives. Words and thoughts of triumph and victory over the cursed non-humans, which had flowed like a river from the warriors' lips and swarmed in their heads at the start of the campaign, now seemed ridiculous and naive. Raphael wondered why the Lord had not helped them, had not warned them, or granted His blessing. Involuntarily blaming the Lord for their defeat, he suddenly stopped himself, realizing what a terrible and foul thought had entered his foolish head. The Knight immediately fell to his knees and began to beg God for forgiveness. It was an impermissible audacity to think that God was responsible for their failure. The warriors could only blame themselves. God had abandoned them because they were sinners. For their sins, God punished His warriors by turning away from them. Raphael began to pray for all the surviving warriors and asked the Lord to forgive their sins. He also prayed that the Lord would accept the souls of the fallen.
From early childhood, Raphael was taught to love God, to hold the holy commandments of a righteous life sacred, and never to deviate from them. At the age of seventeen, on the advice of his mentor and teacher of church literacy, young Raphael entered a military-monastic order of knights, took a vow of chastity, renounced his father's inheritance, and left home forever to serve the Lord. In the monastery, the young man felt the heavy burden he had placed upon his shoulders. And while combat training, learning the art of war, and memorizing holy scripture came easily to him, subduing his body was a great struggle. Women and thoughts of them—that is what gave the young warrior-monk no peace. Hour after hour, Raphael sinned in his thoughts, and from time to time, he even indulged in masturbation. He hated himself for it, sincerely repenting every time and asking the Lord's forgiveness for the sin committed. He courageously endured the punishments he received each time he confessed his actions to the abbot. Scars on his hands and forearms—evidence of the taming of the flesh—remained from those times. Raphael had many scars on his back as well; following the abbot's advice, Crostandi punished himself after committing a sin. Over time, the warrior managed to conquer lust and was rid of foul thoughts for a long while. But what happened to him early one morning in the small village where the defeated warriors stopped wiped out all his efforts and sufferings.
Early morning. Raphael had not slept all night. He prayed incessantly, trying to lift his spirit and prevent despondency from seizing his mind. The Knight took an empty bucket and went to the local well to draw water for his horse. Tired and exhausted by the sleepless night, he trudged slowly toward the source without raising his eyes. When he finally reached it, he saw her—the daughter of a local peasant. A young innocent girl of about fifteen in a simple dress that already revealed non-girlish curves. A slightly tanned face with blue eyes, plump lips, a neat straight nose, and long blonde hair tied in a ponytail with a blue ribbon. She was beautiful.
- Good morning, noble Knight, - she spoke in a gentle voice, smiling. - Let me help you water your horse. You must be tired after the long campaign.
Raphael lost his power of speech. At that moment, a chill ran through his body, and all the foul thoughts that had once haunted him returned at once. And the central figure of these foul thoughts was the young person standing before him offering her help.
- Is everything alright with you? - the girl asked.
In the instant between the girl's first and subsequent words, the warrior managed to sin with her in his thoughts as he had never sinned with anyone. With an incredible effort of will, he managed to stifle the obscenity in his head and replied in an uncertain voice.
- I'm fine.
- Then give me your bucket, - she approached him and took the bucket, touching his hands with her tender little hands, which had not yet grown rough from working in the fields.
This was the final blow. Raphael trembled. While she drew water and they walked toward his horse, he mentally considered his terrible plan, all while continuing to quietly mutter a passage from the evening prayer: "And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil... and lead us not into temptation, and lead us not into temptation, and lead us not into temptation..."
- Are you praying? - the girl's voice suddenly rang out. - And what prayer is that? My father only taught me one. I would learn others, too. But I don't know how to read. And we have no scriptures.
Raphael did not answer. At that moment, a passage from scripture came back to him, and he heard the voice of the abbot sternly pronouncing these words while striking Raphael's hands with a whip: "More bitter than death is woman, for she is a snare, and her heart is a net, her hands are chains; he who is good before God shall be delivered from her, but the sinner shall be captured by her. The sinner shall be captured by her, the sinner shall be captured by her, the sinner shall be captured by her..."
- Why are you silent? - the girl asked, bringing Raphael out of his stupor.
- I... I...
- And do you know how to read?
- Yes... - the Knight said in a trembling voice.
- Teach me! Please! - she begged, placing the bucket of water next to the Knight's horse.
- That takes a lot of time... we are leaving soon...
- Oh please! I learn quickly.
The abbot's voice faded. Raphael hurriedly pulled a worn scripture from his bag, grabbed the girl by the hand, and led her toward the mill that was visible in the distance.
- Will you teach me to read? - the girl asked joyfully.
- Yes, I will.
- But why are we going to the mill? Let's go to my house; I'll introduce you to my father and brothers.
- No. We will be disturbed in the house.
- All right. Then I'll take you home after you teach me.
Raphael began to mutter a passage from the evening prayer again, but it no longer helped. He could no longer do anything about himself. His body did not obey him, intending to do that which he would regret for the rest of his days.
The Knight led the girl into the mill, gave her the book, and propped the door shut with sacks of grain.
- What are you doing? - the peasant girl asked in surprise.
But the Knight did not answer. He approached the girl, placed his trembling hand on her neck, and slowly lowered it to her chest. The blue eyes of the naive maiden widened, and understanding the noble warrior's intentions, she dropped the scripture and screamed. But Raphael covered her mouth with his hand and pressed her against the wall. Besides, the mill was far from anyone who could help. He tore the blue ribbon from her hair, ripped her dress to the bottom with one movement of his hand, fell to his knees, and pressed his face against her bare body. Her fair and tender skin smelled of wheat and milk.
- I beg you, in the name of the Lord, do not do this! - she spoke in a pleading voice.
- Forgive me, Lord, - Raphael whispered and threw the girl to the floor.
The peasant girl first tried to resist, but soon realized the futility of her attempts to break free from the strong Knight's hands. As Raphael raped the girl, he incessantly repeated: "Forgive me, Lord. Forgive me, Lord. Forgive me, Lord". Her face, filled with fear and pain, would be forever etched in his memory. When the Knight finished, he fell to his knees, wept, and began to pray. Meanwhile, the girl, covering herself with her torn dress which showed blood, pressed against the wall and sobbed loudly. Her sobbing unsettled Raphael, and in a rage, he rushed at her screaming.
- Shut up, you cursed whore! If it weren't for you, this wouldn't have happened! - he shouted and struck her across the face. - Good God! What am I doing! Lord...
Raphael began to slowly sober up and realize what he had done. Without thinking long, he grabbed the scripture and the blue ribbon lying on the floor. The Knight raced toward his horse as fast as he could. Saying nothing and not answering the questions of his comrades, he quickly gathered all his things and supplies, saddled his horse, and rode away.
Characteristics:Strength – 20
Endurance – 19
Agility – 12
Perception – 7
Speed – 12
Willpower – 7
Wisdom – 13 Kalevritia. Non-humans take double damage, magic resistance is doubled.
Paladin

Faith. Protects the character from any effects on the mind (passive ability).Two-handed weapon
1st rank.Removes the penalty when using a two-handed weapon. 2nd rank. Each unit of strength increases the accuracy parameter by 1 3rd rank.Each successful hit has a chance (strength*2.5) to paralyze the opponent for one turn. 4th rank.A chance to deal critical damage is acquired (strength) 5th rank.Chance to deal a hit with triple damage (strength). 6th rank.The character performs an attack beyond the limit on opponents passing by, as well as on opponents standing in adjacent cells but attacking another target.Equipment: blessed two-handed sword, short one-handed sword, simple knife, chainmail armor, blessed whip with three tails, scripture, half a bag from the sale of the horse, the girl's blue ribbon.