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A long piece of writing that will be of interest to no one, if only because no one has read this work and few intend to ever do so.
Vladimir Vladimirovich Nabokov, "Lolita" (1955).
I wanted to write my impressions of reading "Lolita" yesterday, but I never got around to it. And somehow... I'm not exactly eager! Perhaps it's because this book left no particularly vivid impressions in my mind. It's just that it often happened in the past that after reading a book, I would spend a long time thinking about that world, about something related to the events within it, even if I didn't understand all those deep meanings dissolved by the author in the lines of the text. But now, even though I read the book in a week and did so every day—meaning I didn't take huge breaks between acts of engaging with literature, as often happened before—I somehow didn't connect with "Lolita." Or maybe I've just become even more indifferent-schizophrenic and am now doomed to receive true bliss from only a very rare book (ah, if only I still read them). Although when Humbert met Dolores at the end, I even shed a tear, and more than one. I felt sorry for him. True, he is a fool himself and is to blame for much, but it would be terrifying to be in his place.
As for the deep meanings, which I dislike so much—dislike because I never delve into them—I hardly caught any this time. Therefore, I'll write instead about the author's style.
I liked Nabokov's style. He usually writes in long, complex sentences filled with epithets, comparisons, metaphors, and god knows what else (I'm not well-versed in tropes), yet he manages to pack a lot of meaning, emotion, and experience into a single short phrase, just a small part of a sentence. At first, such a style (or rather, syntax) even causes some difficulty in reading, but I got used to it quite quickly (other people, those well-read, might not have to adjust at all); perhaps a certain uniformity in the speech constructions contributed to this. But one shouldn't think that the entire text is written in such a style, although these thoughts are close to the truth.
Everything written further contains spoilers, which, however, no one gives a damn about, and people on this forum hardly need to read all this anyway. Furthermore, the next paragraph and a half may contain an unpleasant topic for reading.
Humbert is a fool. And to a greater extent, a pervert. I don't understand how he can have sex with Lolita three (three!) times a day. It's incomprehensible; is it really possible for a person, and at his age (37 years!), to want to do this so often, and to be unable to control himself or intentionally miss an opportunity to copulate with a person (or masturbate, for example)? Although Humbert probably can control himself, but doesn't want to. As for Lolita, the author portrayed her as almost indifferent to her sexual life—just like in child porn, where girls gaze (or do not gaze) with their poker face at the actions of their violators.
Humbert is a fool. From Lolita, he only wanted sex, which, from the impression I get from his descriptions, gave him not physical, but spiritual pleasure, as well as simply the feeling of closeness to a nymphet (here he can still be understood; there is nothing condemnatory or vulgar about this). But he was almost entirely uninterested in her personality, her life, and did not share, nor even attempt to share, her tastes and hobbies. However, Humbert wrote once that Dolly herself was taciturn with him and nullified any attempts at ordinary communication.
Lolita. A vile, selfish nymphet, an underage slut (I will allow myself to use this vulgar but very accurate word here). Humbert did not resort to violence and would not have done so under any circumstances toward Dolores, therefore she could demand almost anything from him in order for him to physically enjoy her, and she demanded; and Humbert gave money and promises. True, he sometimes brazenly took both back, which greatly offended the girl.
Regarding the first assertion made in the previous paragraph, I was speaking of Lolita's piggish attitude toward Humbert. Although the latter was wrong in many ways, he was heavily dependent on Dolores, strongly attached to her, and could do nothing about it. She didn't love him (but one cannot condemn her for that), however, she could have at least tried to make things better for him—smile more often, perhaps give gifts (while Humbert bought her whatever she wanted according to any whim), and generally treat him better; after all, she simply wouldn't have survived without him.
I don't know what to write in conclusion of my small "towel" of a text—I've never been able to create an ending for any text, whether it be a school essay or some similar text written of my own volition. I'll say, for example, that overall I liked the novel, even if it didn't leave a deep mark on my soul, that I don't feel like rereading it, that I initially wanted to read it for obvious reasons, that I found far fewer common traits with the main character than I expected (or wanted) to find, and that Lolita, strangely enough, justified many of the impressions I had formed about her in advance.