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19th.
It happened yesterday. As usual, I was lying in bed after midnight, reading a book. Everything was as always, nothing strange. It was warm outside. I opened the window...
I was reading, reading... Suddenly, a cold wind blew in from the window, and a musty smell. A shiver ran down my spine. I got up, wanting to close the window, but I saw a black cat on the windowsill. "How did it get here? 8th floor!" - those were my first thoughts. I wanted to pick it up, but suddenly it jumped into the room. When I turned around, it was no longer a cat! A girl was standing in front of me. She was beautiful! A lovely pale face, dark eyes, long dark hair, a wonderful figure - in short, an ideal. She was wearing a blue dress in the style of the 18th-19th centuries. I was stunned, I even forgot how she got here. When I realized everything, I even stumbled a little. But in a moment, she was next to me:
She hugged me, wanted to kiss me... but suddenly the door to my room burst open, and my mother walked in. I was thinking about how I would explain the girl's appearance in the room, but suddenly I realized that she was no longer there! Time to sleep, did I just imagine it all?
20th.
The day passed as usual. The image of this girl has not left my mind. "Did I really just imagine it? But she was so close... these sensations were so real." She is so... I want to see her again!
21st.
Unfortunately, nothing happened tonight, she didn't come. Maybe I should read fewer books at night. - It's just a product of my imagination. Today I wanted to tell my brother about my amazing vision, but suddenly I heard a voice in my head... strange... it told me "Don't tell anyone." So I didn't tell anyone about it... I think I did the right thing.
28th.
Everything that is happening is starting to scare me... It's been a week, and I still can't forget "her." Madness... have I fallen in love with a girl who doesn't exist?! I know how stupid it sounds, but... as soon as night falls, I wait for her again... The people around me, friends and family, say that I have become withdrawn and closed off lately... But I don't care, I'm waiting for her! I need her!..
For the first time in a long time, I took off my cross - it means nothing to me anymore... And I've been wearing it almost all my life... since my baptism... The icon in my room fell, and the frame broke... What's happening to me?? Maybe it's just lack of sleep... Time to sleep.
4th.
She comes every day! I'm so in love! Every night is so wonderful now..
Friends and acquaintances say that I have become even paler than before. What's so special about that? Maybe I just don't sleep well and spend little time outdoors on sunny days, and my skin is naturally fair...
Evening.
I'm lying down... all my thoughts are about her again. I wish she would come soon, I want to touch her crimson lips again, embrace her again.
I can't think about anything else anymore... it seems that nothing exists in this world... only her...
Night.
It's midnight already... when will she come to me?.