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Ayano didn't place her ofuda, which separated her half of the room, this time, nor did she put the stack of them within easy reach, and she didn't hide the dagger of honor in the folds of the blanket.
If Lord Ravenage still wanted to dishonor her and steal the black mask from her inventory, then this was the long-awaited moment. Perhaps then she would finally lose the protection of the Kami-sama, who, according to the priest, shouldn't even exist in this world, and the spiritual connection she felt with them was actually a sinful connection with the slippery tentacles of Miss Cosmos, and then she could, with a clear conscience, cut open her stomach and rid the world of her poisonous presence.
According to all the rules, she should have tossed and turned for half the night, tormented by heavy thoughts and unable to fall asleep, but perhaps the reason was the long day's journey and the lack of sleep beforehand, or perhaps she was emotionally exhausted after the conversation with the clergyman, but sleep came to her within five to ten minutes, mercifully shutting off her consciousness from the overwhelming weight.
As she was falling asleep, she managed to think that tonight she would dream of being a demon in Reisen Reima's palace, pursued by a priest from Mitten, Evgeny Kripov, and Castor L. Tselen in their attempts to betray her to the sword and scatter her corpse into atoms.