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Myroluba’s hand trembled from the rush, fatigue, and anger, and her usual calligraphic handwriting turned into the scribbles of a madwoman:
- L.P. - a very strange gentleman.
- Milorada Sergeevna - a brave (or reckless?) daughter.
- Sergei Myslemirovich - a stern father, his favorite dish is buckwheat porridge.
- Alexander - the bearer of amusing whiskers.
- Belyar - the bearer of an amusing hat.
- P. - angry, but sweet.
- S. - a robber and a thief.
- R. - a coward.
- A. - a kikimora.
- S. - a fatso (it’s clear where all the stolen food goes).
- A., A., R., Ya. - lackeys.
There was no time for drawings, so she sketched a couple of crude, deliberately ugly caricatures for the last few entries.
The last note she left was a short entry:
"Even someone who has nothing can offer their life to a righteous cause. And when they are inevitably burned at the stake, hunted down by hounds, they will realize that at least it wasn’t in vain."
Closing the diary, she broke the quill and poured out the ink, so that at least these small things wouldn’t fall into the hands of the thugs.
- Eager to peek into pink, girlish secrets, huh? I understand... - she said with a crooked smile and a very cold tone to Radizu, the sixth-level creature, who was reaching for her belongings. - Can you even read, handsome? Yes? Doesn’t matter, you won’t understand anything without OS.
- And take this too, of course, - she said mockingly as he reached for the cosmetic bag. - You can give it to your… she nodded towards the hag. - I don’t know if it will help, though.
When the creature’s gnarled paw moved towards the figurines arranged on the stump, Myra grabbed them first and shoved them into the neckline of her dress.
- I won’t give them away, - she hissed. - I won’t let some scoundrels and spawn of the abyss defile the sacred image of Rishi...
When Radizu’s tail reached for Milo’s amulet, she commented:
- Oh, this is a very cool accessory, you can wear it, and your mare will immediately jump into your arms. Tested.
When the mutant’s tongue reached for the vial of enlightenment, she said:
- Ah, this? Well, how can I put it... This is for feminine hygiene. Take it, of course, I see that it’s your thing. You can even drink it somewhere in a corner where no one sees you. I guess that’s all you dream about.
When the trembling body of the bandit moved towards the figurine of Luxuria, and his gaze slid over her dress, clearly intending to turn the figurine over and look inside, Myra flinched:
- Oh my God... just take it and get out of my sight.
From the parts of his deformed body that could still visually turn red, it was clear that Radizu was one of the bandits who had won the most after their attack today.
***
On the way to the city, a memory flashed through her mind: Myroluba, a couple of years earlier, in her living room, with a serious expression on her face, saying something to her stern father and worried mother.
- But darling, it’s very dangerous, why do you need this? What if something happens? - her mother said tearfully. - What nonsense? Don’t be silly! Mikhail Kantimirovich has already given his consent - Lesha is also looking forward to it! You will get married, have grandchildren for us, spin yarn, raise children, and play the gusli - what a life! You won’t have to work - we will provide you with everything you need, we are not peasants! Just be reasonable, don’t let the daughter of the Neesanovs wander around aimlessly! Darling, say something to her!
She tugged at her husband’s sleeve and stopped, meeting his steely, unwavering gaze.
- Hmmmm... Gmmm... - Tabemysl grumbled, looking at the flames dancing in the fireplace and stroking his long, bushy beard that fell over his barrel-like belly. - Hmmmm?...
His eyes fixed on Myra’s eyes, penetrating her very soul. She looked back with the same confidence. After a few minutes, her eyes turned red, and large tears streamed down her rosy cheeks, but she stubbornly didn’t look away.
- Hmmmm... Alright, - feeling his daughter’s determination, her father finally relented and turned back to the fireplace. - I give my permission.
Ignoring his wife’s protests, he continued to stroke his beard, and Myroluba sank into the chair, exhausted.
That day, she shared how stifled she felt in the confines of her usual life, and asked her parents for their blessing to travel beyond Kirovgrad and Refitea - to see the world, to harden her heart, and to broaden her horizons. And now she is walking through the forest, penniless, with fresh memories of two young men killed on the spot with a single sword stroke, and several others before that, and it’s no longer a shock. Yes, the world beyond the family estate turned out to be a little harsher than expected.
In an attempt to push these images out of her head, she glanced at the elder Corell - he was walking with a slight limp, but it seemed that nothing else threatened him yet. She remembered giving him artificial respiration, and then, pressing her face to his chest, she invoked the goddess of chaos, and, miraculously, this scientific method actually worked.
...Her thoughts returned to the split border guards - as if a gnarled finger had poked a painful sore.
To some extent, she felt a bit of schadenfreude towards the commander of the garrison - well, what are you doing sitting here like owls when the surrounding lands are teeming with such threats? Now you’ll get a couple of casualties, maybe that will teach you. But probably not - the homeland will raise new ones, and you won’t even notice.
But that was probably just a defensive reaction, so as not to blame herself for their death.
Similarly, she felt a great deal of dislike for their opponents. Maybe the society of the golden-faced old man is right? Raum and his company were, rather, an exception to the rule, and even then, it’s not a fact that they were on their side. At that moment, the situation seemed as wrong as possible, and no actual accusations were made by the activists, but who knows what Raum’s gang was actually doing before or even during the time they settled in the cave? After all, they were so confident, without a shadow of a doubt, that they were going to crush the skulls of the churchmen, that even Radizu seemed more human in comparison.
You can’t judge an entire community by the actions of its individual members - a sane thought flashed on the edge of her consciousness. Yes, wonderful. But who can you judge and how?
And most importantly - why are we, the noble fighters for the freedom of all the oppressed of Aeolia, suffering not only from its enemies, but also from those who should welcome us with open arms?
A feeling of resentment and injustice overwhelmed Myroluba, and in annoyance, she punched the nearest tree with her fist - on its lower side, in a girlish way, which only scraped her skin and caused a sharp pain.
There was nothing to treat it with - all the hygiene products were left in the cosmetic bag, so, hissing through her teeth, she had to simply lick the wound.