Siverfale
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Mood: like Nebka.
Where do we go?
Where do we end up when we save the world?
Where do we end up when we save the world?
MyDepressionList
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Welcome to our humble abode!
Небо – мольбы не ждёт
Небо – угроз не слышит
Небо – ведёт особый счёт
Небо – тебя найдёт
⚔︎ Рыцари Тезота: Персонажи | События ⚔︎
По вопросам модерации: [email protected]
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Added 3 hours and 10 minutes later
I felt like posting two pictures a day. Something feels off, yeah.
Небо – мольбы не ждёт
Небо – угроз не слышит
Небо – ведёт особый счёт
Небо – тебя найдёт
⚔︎ Рыцари Тезота: Персонажи | События ⚔︎
По вопросам модерации: [email protected]
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Небо – мольбы не ждёт
Небо – угроз не слышит
Небо – ведёт особый счёт
Небо – тебя найдёт
⚔︎ Рыцари Тезота: Персонажи | События ⚔︎
По вопросам модерации: [email protected]
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Registration: 20.12.2007
Complaining
Ten years, hmm... six of them were lived so meaninglessly that eating a single nectarine would have filled them to the brim. All that could be salvaged from there was dubious experience and, probably, mental disorders. Moreover, they were not just meaningless, but also empty. [Where did the hours given to you slip away? No memory of a feat, no trace of passion, no sparkle of adventure, no beautiful fleeting madness – none of this was in your past; there is not a single madness that bears your name; not a single vice that would do you honor. You slipped through, leaving no trace. So what were your dreams?] And the emptiness is so insidious and destructive that you spend hours analyzing a piece of paper and post pictures in the mood thread every day. It obscures your eyes and most of the time, no matter what you do, no matter where you look, you only see this very emptiness. And also, it often happens that it deliberately retreats to remind you of how dead you are and how alive the people around you are. How I don't want to go out and see all these living people... brrr. I feel like a ghost. Who sees and hears everything, but cannot do anything. A disgusting, heavy, and oppressive feeling. After such a walk, you recover for a day. And soon I will have to communicate with a living person every day... I will have to get used to it.In principle, if you look closely, you can find some advantages. For example, my physical health has not yet had any serious problems. Yes, it would be much worse if, in addition to all this, I had some illnesses. And also, I didn't end up in prison, the army, or become homeless. That's probably a plus too. And also... hmm... I think these are dubious advantages, but whatever.
Despite all of the above, something is still changing, and things are happening as I wanted. At a minimum, compared to the initial request for changes, but still. There is a chance that in the near future I will be able to fill the emptiness with some things and not feel it for at least half the day. That would be good.
How are you feeling?
Небо – мольбы не ждёт
Небо – угроз не слышит
Небо – ведёт особый счёт
Небо – тебя найдёт
⚔︎ Рыцари Тезота: Персонажи | События ⚔︎
По вопросам модерации: [email protected]
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What are you drinking?
Небо – мольбы не ждёт
Небо – угроз не слышит
Небо – ведёт особый счёт
Небо – тебя найдёт
⚔︎ Рыцари Тезота: Персонажи | События ⚔︎
По вопросам модерации: [email protected]
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It clouds your mind and takes up most of your time, no matter what you do.
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You too, Nebo, should start taking Atarax. After a week of taking it, I started to feel calm and at peace in my soul.
Where do we go?
Where do we end up when we save the world?
Where do we end up when we save the world?
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Look, Siv, you'll end up recommending this to everyone... I think it's best to consult a doctor.
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btw, it's been 5 years, and I'm still the same newbie as I was when I posted in the Haven.
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