| It has been quite a while since I last visited this Temple, where the mirrors reflect fragments of my joy and satisfaction. One might think that I simply got tired of coming here, but that's not entirely true. In Touhou, I haven't played much for a long time, only occasionally paying attention to games in the series. No, I definitely haven't lost interest. The thing is, I started feeling relatively worse, as a result of which my reaction speed, ability to make correct decisions, and overall concentration have decreased significantly. I can complete normal difficulty on 1cc without particular difficulties, but it's all thanks to the experience I gained before. With Lunatic and Extra modes, there are problems; I often fail at many things, but not because I don't know the patterns, but simply due to a lack of reflexes or incorrect key presses. And when I lose lives or lose due to some silly mistakes, I get upset and quit... In other words, playing and enjoying it became more difficult. This is one of the reasons why I wanted to hold a Touhou tournament. This way, I would introduce fellow players to this magnificent game series and work on content that interests me. But alas, what wasn't meant to happen didn't happen. Nevertheless, I wouldn't want to abandon this place completely, so sometime I will tell you about something else. |