Sacred Haven of Debauchery

Life is pain. The concept for my character in Skyrim is a mage who uses one-handed weapons, but since I only have enough mana for two or three decent spells in a row (at level 77, 95% of magic skills below Expert are only good for special effects), and my character gets easily beaten in melee combat, I have to carry a bow, which I leveled up to 100 while trying to find the perfect one-handed weapon to complete my build. Well, what can I do? My lightsaber is like a toothpick against a legendary dragon, and lightning is like half a toothpick. I got tired of dodging and wasting mana on newly learned Draugr, so I yelled at a crocodile while it was sitting there, grabbed my bow, and shot it down in half a minute. And then I complain that I don't have enough perk points for anything. I can't even level up my armor, even though I wear it. If I drop the bow, I'm afraid that any mudcrab will be able to defeat me (I could try summoning a Draugr, grab some popcorn, and pretend to be a bush, which would also help me level up my Sneak skill, which I wasn't afraid to drop, damn it, now I'll have to find perk points for that too, when I level up).
Okay, I'm done ranting, thanks for listening. I need to finish drawing a comic, damn it x(