if you couldn't fall asleep after a postponed match because you were pondering "what to do next," even though your eyes were closing at the moment of the save, and the next day, in every free minute of work—and sometimes instead of it—you would build and build those numerous plans..;
didn't play 2 matches simultaneously;
didn't rejoice in victory like a small child;
didn't write a report of an already victorious nature during the match;
didn't lose a many-hour match due to a trivial mistake made as a result of being distracted by family or phone calls;
didn't build 6-7 guilds in search of control;
didn't quit for various reasons and then return later;
didn't criticize heroes for the terrible waste of time, but still continued to methodically pour and pour your life into them..