Dreams.

I had a long dream, the details of which I don't remember, but the gist was that I killed someone, and then I killed the cop who wanted to arrest me. Then I was running around, managed to deal with professional pursuers, and it turned out that one of my hands (I don't remember which one) had some kind of superpowers. Then some organization offered me to work for them and solve my legal problems. I clarified about payment, freedom of movement, and access to watching anime, lol, and then I agreed. It ended with me waking up in some white room where they amputated that very hand.
I woke up with a feeling of numbness in it.