Would it bring me even a tiny bit of happiness? Would it add some bright colors to my gray soul?
About 70% of the things I start don't work out in the end. I once started learning to play the guitar – I didn't even get to the morning performance – I gave up before that. Maybe that's not right, but I don't see any reason to be sad – I still have many ideas about what to do. Some of them (sometimes unexpectedly) become hobbies. True, my hobbies rather calm me down and distract me, and only then bring joy.
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Regularly -- yes again
I constantly run into problems because of this – I don't have enough patience for routine.
Знание некоторых закономерностей освобождает от изучения многих фактов.
Мечты сбываются рано или поздно, так или иначе.