Heaven or Hell?

Why not, Reven? Hobbies like that are a great way to unwind, keep yourself busy, and distract yourself from gloomy thoughts. For me, it's drawing; sometimes I feel like painting when I'm in a really bad mood. And in my opinion, creating content is just as enjoyable as consuming it. I think it's worth a try. You can choose a simple, inexpensive tool and start self-teaching if the financial aspect worries you. I don't think you even need a special talent; just learn diligently and persistently, and eventually, quantity will turn into quality. The only thing is, you shouldn't give up when you get bored; you need to keep going...