Sacred Haven of Debauchery

Yeah, it didn't turn out very well, especially considering the events that happened the day before in Paris. I apologize. Anyway, what happened cannot be undone, and indulging in pointless hopes and complaining about a bitter fate is an even more self-destructive and pointless exercise.

Most of these (and other similar) thoughts were also in my own mind.

These thoughts themselves appeared in my mind quite a while ago, but all this time I somehow tried to avoid them and refused to accept the obvious. However, as it turned out, this bitter truth will not change anything for me or for those around me.

Anyway, Heroist, forgive me for commenting on this message, but it won't make things worse.

No, Revan, sometimes it's helpful to get feedback on your own thoughts, and just, strangely enough, to express yourself to someone and not keep all the negativity inside.

Just let it go. Let go of the negative, but don't miss the positive. At least try. The human mind is a powerful tool, and the result will not be zero.

You're telling me this as if I haven't been doing it that way before. In fact, it's precisely this kind of method that sometimes causes unpleasant glitches, especially when the mind finally catches something positive, which then turns out to be negative. And then you can't just let it go. You can't let everything go.

so it's normal and you might be on the right path to realizing something bigger

Okay, I really started to think that it might be a little too late for me to seek the true path and realize something bigger, but if you think so, that's good.

but I won't forgive you for that

Forgive my audacity, teacher. It won't happen again!