God... Truth or fiction?

What are you trying to prove? That faith cannot be reasoned with? Then why are we all here, arguing? And why does anyone preach anything? If faith cannot be reasoned with, and is only a heartfelt, internal experience, then let everyone believe in what they want and not bother anyone. But no, there are entire theological schools trying to explain with logic what is, in principle, unexplainable.
I'm afraid you still stubbornly don't understand me; I've explained my point of view from both sides. It seems it's all in vain. Well, then there's nothing to talk about. If you're interested, try to understand the essence of what I wrote in the previous posts. Everything is perfectly clear there.
Do you not like the word "atheism" applied to faith? Maybe that's simply the problem? Then it's understandable. And I explained this doctrine philosophically, very clearly, especially for you. :)
And what I personally know about faith and what path I have taken – it's not for you to judge or assert. We are not talking about spiritual experience now, but about defining concepts in principle. Don't mix everything together.