Don't lie, I didn't let you kill Morny and Arandor in the early days, even though you were very eager to. Especially Morny. Or did you deliberately decide not to take that into account to make it easier to discredit me? Personally, I now have a negative opinion of you.
However, the description of N.D. somehow resembles a teenager, purely visually. Loitering - is more typical of a teenager, a strange personality - is also closer to that than to a veteran. N.D. as a veteran was described differently. And finally, the image itself is of a teenager somewhere in a stairwell, smoking.
жизни выцветшие карточки хлам
лиц расквашенные лампочки хлам
между жидких начинаний
сам в крови воспоминаний
поваляться захотел
Молодое зло телами в масле
Застилает взор багровый зной
Если хочешь ты чтоб я был счастлив
Наизнанку вывернись со мной
Бахромою плоть дурная драма
До рассвета нервы в решето
Валидола вмажь по вене мама
За моё счастливое ничто