And I also remember my despair and helplessness, the feeling that I couldn't change anything, when I was eleven years old and they told me that SANTA CLAUS WOULD NO LONGER EXIST, that SANTA CLAUS IS NON-EXISTENT, and that I WOULDN'T GET A GIFT FROM SANTA CLAUS. It was a real shock. Of course, I suspected that he DIDN'T REALLY EXIST, and what's more, I saw through the cracks in the door how he took off his beard and drank alcohol with my parents while I was supposedly in my room playing with my new Bionicles, but still, it was so upsetting, just awful.
And I also remember my despair and helplessness, the feeling that I couldn't change anything, when I was eleven years old and they told me that SANTA CLAUS WOULD NO LONGER EXIST, that SANTA CLAUS IS NON-EXISTENT, and that I WOULDN'T GET A GIFT FROM SANTA CLAUS. It was a real shock. Of course, I suspected that he DIDN'T REALLY EXIST, and what's more, I saw through the cracks in the door how he took off his beard and drank alcohol with my parents while I was supposedly in my room playing with my new Bionicles, but still, it was so upsetting, just awful.