"Newcomer-2013. Winter"

solmir2003, you are being given correct advice, don't give up halfway through. Watch streams; what you see in the reports of "non-beginners" is something people achieve in a couple of weeks of training and watching games of serious players. As long as you have the desire, you can't be replaced, so gain experience in the game, as I wrote earlier – you can let other players down with your actions.