Van, come on, don't answer, I'll survive somehow...
I'm just curious, do you express yourself like that in real life? If so, does anyone understand you? If so, is that person just as inadequate as you are?

By the way, about the poem: it clearly shows signs of internal self-awareness issues, resulting from an undefined gender orientation... (well, for you, Van, I'll write it in simpler language so you can understand: why are there lines from a girl's perspective? strange... hmm)
P.S. A quick lesson in orthography: all proper nouns are written with a capital letter, and if it's immeasurably difficult for you to write my nickname without errors, then don't write it at all, okay?