Vigo, as someone who is completely unaware of what’s going on and gets information from this thread, I haven’t formed the best impression of you.
Can I (as a completely ordinary and anonymous member of the forum) ask you to provide a refutation of AK’s arguments and your defense in an organized manner, without unnecessary emotions? I don’t believe that a person over 30 is incapable of focusing for 20 minutes and clearly stating their position.
Reading posts in the style of “I’m an innocent fairy, why don’t you like me? :'(” is not very constructive, especially when your fate on this portal is being decided (if I understand correctly).