It was sarcasm. - I got it! ;)
As far as I understand, it's something like the Black Book of Arda, a pro-orc book? I glanced at it - it seems pretty good.
I don't think so.
And here are the avatars I use on LiveJournal.
Жаль, не лебедь я...
Сандро (не)жив! :D :D :D
Влюбившийся дурак на глупости горазд (с)
В сказке грусти синей я один, как бог... (с)