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Indeed, something similar happened before, and this is already the second time I'm regretting my outbursts and idiotic behavior. I am confident that this will not happen again, and I have apologized for my words, but in case of a refusal to participate, I will understand the organizers. Although, I would still like to participate in the tournament, as the team is very good, and there are people I can compete with. You understand, tournaments and fun matches are two very different things.
P.S. I would argue with the statement "regularly has outbursts," 2 times is not regular. Although, of course, even 2 times is a very serious offense.