Sacred Haven of Debauchery

Ha, so no one really paid much attention to my little cutie. I had no competition. XD And there's something else I haven't told you yet. How I completely messed up!

We even sat at the same desk before this (I tried! I succeeded, ha)

So, the homeroom teacher once said that we should write the name of the person we want to sit with on a piece of paper and give it to her. Then she would solve a logical puzzle and seat us accordingly. (I was very surprised at the time and still don't understand why she did it, since she always seats friends together who constantly chat during lessons. And she didn't lie; she seated everyone as written in the notes). Well, I first wrote a list of all my friends and acquaintances, and at the end, I added Her. It took me a long time to work up the courage to take this step! The thing is, we hadn't talked before, and besides, as I already said, girls didn't like me, and she was no exception. Well, and of course, the homeroom teacher, overjoyed that I could be seated not with a friend with whom we would talk non-stop, but with a girl, did just that. And Kristina (I'll use her name, because I'm running out of synonyms) almost burst into tears at the time =( well, not almost, but she did cry, just a little. And I sat next to her and didn't know what to do at all. I wanted to bang my head against the wall x_x And as if that wasn't enough, I'm an idiot, I just go for it. A couple of months later, I did all this - I sent her Valentine's Day cards and so on. Although I clearly got the hint that she hated me (she said it when we were seated together, but not to me, but to her friends, turning away). Although we communicated quite well after that, normally. Or she decided that there was no escape and just got used to it. And I helped her with algebra, too. Well, and then it turned out like this.

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lol, Pryanya, who are you then, and why do you know Russian? XD Where were you back then?