Sacred Haven of Debauchery

I also had two cute classmates in elementary school. They were generally good, kind, not vulgar, and so on. But they ended up in the "G" class when they transitioned to fifth grade. And that was it, they were gone. After a year, I didn't recognize them – both had piercings everywhere, they swore, and generally behaved like uncouth people. And they used to be so kawaii.

So, one of them CONSTANTLY drew cats. And the other and I sat at the same desk for a while, and I once stole her Tamagotchi. Well, I was a real jerk. I didn't even steal it; I extorted it. I don't remember exactly how I extorted it (maybe I took some paper with a bad grade on it or something, it doesn't really matter), but she gave me the Tamagotchi, I played with it for a couple of days, and then my mom noticed it and made me return it. I wasn't smart enough to lie to her and say I found it on the street. Although she wouldn't have believed me anyway. I was a real weirdo as a kid. Basically, society raised me to be misogynistic, telling me that you absolutely have to tease girls, otherwise, it's not okay. A boy who treats a girl normally – he loves her, and that's terribly bad, so you have to tease that boy too. And it seemed like everyone around me was the same (I always took an example from someone), they teased girls, but for some reason, they always had better relationships with them. That is, they tease, and the girls love them (figuratively), even though they also respond rudely. I tease them, and everyone hated me in elementary school and for a few years after that. BROKEN CHILDHOOD WITHOUT INTERACTION WITH GIRLS, PSYCHOLOGICAL TRAUMA, AND NOW I'M FORCED TO JERK OFF TO LOLEI But seriously, tell me, psychologists, could this be the reason? Added after 1 minute Although I always liked younger girls