This isn't an attempt to assert oneself, or at least not just that. Because, in reality, there's no one to assert oneself against. Or rather, you can only do it in relation to yourself. It seems like an obvious fact. For me, it's a feeling of struggle, a thrill. A kind of adrenaline rush. A battle of wits. Well, I don't know, you can play in different ways, as I said. And playing like that can also be fun under certain internal conditions.
Плачущее небо под ногами