Well, everyone has the right to their opinion and to express it, and I respect that, so I respect your hypothesis too... but I'm a pragmatist, and to believe in God (by the way, I'm Orthodox, baptized), I need to see Him (not to understand!!!, but to see!!) or at least touch Him... although I can't deny that something higher definitely exists... otherwise, I simply can't explain things like talent and luck...

You've really gone too far :) Even SAINTS are BLINDED by just one glance at God! Throughout history, only Moses was allowed to have a PERSONAL conversation with Him. And when he returned, he radiated such a light that it was impossible to look at him!!! Even ANGELS cannot look at God! Seraphim are an exception, but it's not clear how they endure this... this... this... (it can't be expressed in words - just emotions). But there is plenty of evidence! I won't write anymore now (I want to sleep:)), but Silvanis, I think, understands what I'm talking about...;)