Buy a guitar, work on self-improvement. Self-improvement is everything; what are you without it? Nothing. Go to the gym, work out, buy a guitar, learn to play, help your parents. Work on self-improvement. That's the only way.
Klov, here's the best advice I can give you: wait until you turn 18. If that doesn't help, wait until you're 20. If that still doesn't help, wait until you're 22. If everything is still the same at 25, you can safely end your life – although that's not really my thing, but I think such a state of mind at 25 would indicate serious developmental delays.
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What about Silver? With the guys? Samki? The bench? Silver?