Well, "thank you" to the esteemed judges for so skillfully crushing my spirit. Honestly, I've lost all desire to play Heroes...
As for my attitude towards the game... I took my first tournament very seriously. During the game, I was as focused as possible; I had a piece of paper and a pen in front of me, and I was calculating the approximate damage I would inflict on neutral creatures and deciding whether or not it was worth attacking them.
Thank you to everyone who supported me; I doubt I'll be a frequent visitor here.