Dreams.

I had two dreams, and both were about something I want but can't get. The first one was about Heroes of Might and Magic or something similar. I and many other people (or maybe not just people) were in some kind of building, quite large, with many rooms and floors. I don't know how we got there, maybe we were in a dungeon and escaped from it, I don't know. But we didn't have any weapons and we were trying to get out of there. We reached a corridor where we saw a group of guardian monsters. Again, I don't remember who was among them, but they were definitely from some game or from my fantasies. They were all different. So, they spotted us and we started running away, or they just started walking towards us and we decided to move away, and then they saw us. I was arguing with someone from our group, it was definitely a female, and then we started running. I ran into a room with a couple of people, or rather, into an apartment, and we started looking for weapons. Just like in the games, we found a chest, which contained weapons and something else. At that moment, the enemies were already breaking down the door, but my guys were holding it while I was gathering the loot. I was sure that nothing would happen to us anymore (just like in the game), now that we had weapons and the fear was gone, but unfortunately, the dream didn't continue... Or it did continue, but it turned into another dream, a more important one, but less interesting for you, so I won't describe it.