philosophy

Who needs you here with such an attitude towards the country? You'll take your education and a far-from-starving childhood from here... Maybe there just aren't enough people who would see you off to the train station, give you a one-way ticket, and a farewell... ahem... kiss, and then forget about you and not wait. But here, the Motherland is bad, but for some reason, you don't want to leave this bad place. Probably because it will be even worse there...

P.S. And you don't distinguish between "love for the Motherland and love for the state" (c)

Yes, I will take my education from here, which I paid for myself. And my childhood. It's only not starving thanks to my parents. Go to an orphanage and talk about a non-starving childhood. Blind people...
I want to leave. I will leave. It won't be worse there. I've been abroad many times and I see how they treat people there, and how they treat people here. And after they told me about the American army, I simply can't stay in this country.

P.S. I do distinguish. I just don't like either concept. And besides, where there is a Motherland, there is also a state. You can't live in the Motherland and not think about the state.