Sacred Haven of Debauchery

Yes, I'm still far removed from all these parties, large gatherings of people, and so on. People are walking around, dancing to loud music, some are chatting, and I'm just sitting here, staring into space and remembering my dream about the queen, mentally transporting myself back into it. That's what I truly need and what feels so close to me. (meaning being alone with someone, going for walks, communicating, etc., without all this...environment).