Sacred Haven of Debauchery

you won't be able to gather your strength and earn properly after this year of rest.

Nonsense, I gathered my strength and earned well. Even better than before - so far, I'm one of the best students in the group (not because someone is better than me, but because there are others who are on par with me). And most importantly, I don't feel stressed, even though I'm putting in a bit of extra effort.
Actually, I feel full of energy - I can finally continue my studies, starting tomorrow. But in school, I was lazy and struggled to get through each quarter. People need time to... mmm... "recharge," I guess. I don't know how to explain it. In short, to transition from a "caterpillar" state to a "butterfly" state, something like that.
This is my first message that's longer than a couple of lines; I'm not sure how long it's been.