I live for the present and don't care about the new year. And I also like my "gray, monotonous days." I have no worries, I don't owe anyone anything, I don't have to do anything, go anywhere, I can go to bed late, or not go to bed at all, I can sleep until five in the evening, I have food, delicious tea, entertainment, what else do I need?
I wish I could be like that.